Am better off a quitter?

The reason why i don't talk when i'm down is because telling them won't change a goddamn thing and there's no reason for me to bring them down as well, so I'll rather keep everything to myself. There's no need for people to know why I'm sad or why I'm act like this or like that. My story sucks and boring.

When God closes a door ,He opens another door, a new door. But the door can't replace the memories I had. And now here I am begging on my knees for Him to reopen my door.

Am better off a quitter?

When its come to me.

I'm dying inside 

But I still want to smile

I'll still laughing 

I'll survive with it about a year

Just don't look into my eyes.